Archive | August, 2014

28 for sure

20 Aug

28 for sure

Getting older, means waste your one year of life.. Getting closer to the edge where we never know where it is actually. Wasting your life when there’s still too many responsible task that you should done earlier.. Am I responsible enough as a human being? I don’t know. Religion told me that God sent me to this life, so I can return to him again. So funny order. But almost nobody can do it precisely. Though it said, that we, human, is His most perfect creature. Well we prefer as an imperfect and most of us are proud of it.

So.. here I am trying to walk back, to meet him, with my own way.
I always wondering.. what is my parent’s hope when I was born 28 years ago.. I don’t know what they were expecting of their new born son at that time.

Do I stand as a person like they always want? Probably not. Well pardon me, dear Mom and Dad.
Had nothing to regret for the path I choose. Once I fall, crawl, and fall  and crawl again. Some of us are Sisyphus for our self. Struggle to bring that big rock to the top of the hill, so we can throw it down. Then we go the base and pick the rock  and bring it to the top again, throw it again and the cycle works…

Anyway I just wanna  say that I feel very blessed.. to live for these 28 years, still got the chance to do my task and trying to evolve to a better person. Surrounded  by great peoples, patient parents and families, warm hearted friends, not forget to mention my cute and lovely girlfriend (huge hope that she’s the one who will complete my life)
Though,  Yes sometime I am mean, bad, sucks, stupid, lame, but that’s your problem then. Because I’ m still alive to ruin other’s joyful. Though I never want to do that, not even to think about it. Haha. Just joking

Well this time I’m glad, I can celebrate this with my girlfriend.. still she prefer to sent the birthday’s gift earlier..
I’m up to my mission, to be a better person.. also to be a better vet for the animals, especially the wild one (I don’t know how actually)
In the end, as a reminder. I have new interest when I was in cemetery. To seek someone’s belated there that had the same birthday like me. What’s the point? I don’t know

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